fine i know i'm a hopeless loser. i know i haven't posted for a week and three days. but at least i'm not such a big loser as to neglect my (very irritating) PTs.

and now that my PTs have been handed up and i can basically forget about them for the time being (i shall conveniently forget that there are another four to be completed during the holidays), it's back to, yes, blogging!

the first semester is over, the SAs are over and now it's time for results, results and more results. the interim report will be released on 1st june and we'll get the much-dreaded or much-awaited gpa. okay maybe i won't lose sleep over it because i have a rough idea of what my gpa is going to be like. and thankfully, my rough idea tells me that my gpa is more than 3.8. (sorry i needed an ego boost) luckily i did okay for my english. you should have seen me when i got my papers. when i got my composition back i had such a sudden intake of breath that i bet ms seah was laughing because it was so loud and when i got my comprehension back i was jumping around the class going "i didn't flunk! i didn't flunk! i didn't flunk!" okay so i was really worried over my comprehension paper because it was the day of belcanto (CHOIR CONCERT.) and basically i was slacking throughout the whole day because i thought you couldn't study for english (for proof go find the entry on 11 may though i don't think anyone would bother to scroll down my long-winded, boring posts). so maybe i was wrong because all throughout computer studies roxanne was studying her brother's notes and i was beside her blogging.

but anyway i still did quite alright so there's no point agonising over not studying during computer studies that day.

AND SHZEHUI IS SO DEFINITELY GOING TO GET 4.0 GPA!

yes that is 100% fact whatever shzehui says. of course being someone who is a compulsive liar / has low self esteem / is just too humble for her own good she denies it. don't listen to her.

and now that holidays are here, i just feel strange and weird. it's like the holidays are supposed to be fun and exciting but now i just feel like those 4 precious weeks are just going to zoom by, considering that the last week will be taken up by concert preparations and there are 4 PTs (i guess i just can't put them out of my head) to finish (one per week, it seems!). okay i can't complain about concert preparations i really can't wait for them. but it seems that there just isn't enough breathing space. it's like you want to slack and just have some time when you can stare into space, do nothing, and just think about the things you've always wanted to think about or do the things you've always wanted to do. but with all the stuff to complete nowadays you can't enjoy one second of liberation without your conscience pumelling you.

this is confusing. i want to rest. i need to rest. i must rest.

but everything else forbids me to.

or zongmin, in english, chinese or - okay, not really otherwise.

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lives, writes, sings, plays the piano, and attempts to sound intellectual at times (conclusion: fails rather miserably).

loves music (almost strictly classical, hurhur & inclusive of faziolis!), literature (& also the sciences - no they are not in conflict), making hopelessly lame puns, laughter, white/milk chocolate, cheesecake, the world & the people in it. list not exhaustive, by the way.

wants the world to be filled with peace, joy and love, and also wants (perhaps a little more selfishly) to be happy, plus lead a life of purpose. that would be more than enough. (:

oh, and she likes embarking on her own 'free hugs!' campaigns after exams and the like; not really sure why. D: (at any rate, you can tell that she's random enough.)

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weite
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very plain, she knows; but this is probably herself in its entirety - nothing more than a compilation of perhaps-boring-to-you little things (and the occasional Important Event), but also nothing less than all the brilliant memories which constitutes her life, and perhaps yours.

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v4.0 (200908): got bored, so cut down on the quasi-fanciful stuff even more. perfectly plain now, though somehow the background still doesn't work on safari / google chrome. ):